Raisca's Ramblings

I'd really like to not lose the habit or writing here every week. Cause I know if I let myself loosen the schedule, I'll never get it back on track. 

So here I am. On a Monday, as usual. And... with not much to say. 

The projects keep piling up in the corner, one after the other. I don't even remember what's at the bottom of the pile anymore.

It's been SO LONG since I've collaged with paper. But my hands go for the yarn first, so the papers never get their turn. My desk is a mess. Both my desks, in fact. I should take care of that. ...I really don't wanna.

I've been embracing the inner nerd and created a new tumblr page, dedicated to my thoughts and headcanons and stuff for my favourite Tales games (other games or stories might make an appearance at some point). I called it Chewing on Tales and had fun making that profile picture. Then dropped the ball on the page design, because I didn't get it all done on the first day, so it became another project on the pile that I forget about. 

I haven't posted much yet, and it's taking me forever to write my next post. While I have been in a writing mood lately, but it takes me forever, cause I need to make sure what I'm saying is right so I lose myself in the research. I think I might like the research more than the writing, ahah. Looking up the scenes, noting down the dialogue, analyzing what's said and what isn't, hunting down side materials... It's like going on a treasure hunt, I love it! Writing though... I also like it, but it's frequently hard to find the focus and manage to not be interrupted. 

It frustrates me that it takes me so long to write something! Even these posts take me all morning, it's ridiculous! 

Anyway. 

I guess I have a market to do in September again. I'm not as excited as usual. I'd like to make new things for it - crochet things, I mean. I still have a lot from last year and the year before that, but it bothers me to not have anything new. 

I also have a bunch of new stickers I'd like to print. But I didn't really sell any last year, so should I even waste my time with that? Also, I'm not sure I have enough sticker paper for all of them. And I don't want to buy more at the moment. Money is... really tight. It probably will be for a while. And it's the same for everyone, which is why I'm not that excited about the market. I'm already expecting disappointment. Oof.

Ok, I'm done rambling for now. See you next week, I guess.