Yesterday I went out. And socialized! All day! WILD, I know.
It was nice. Would do again. Maybe. But not soon.
Of course, today I'm pooped. I feel sluggish and I'm having a hard time waking up. But I have things to do! I got some commission work and I'm so happy about that! I wasn't sure at first if I'd be up to it, but went for it anyway. And it turns out, yes, I am up to it, no problem. Silly me, doubting myself!
Oh. I just remembered I was in the middle of those spell incantations I was so excited about last week. I need to keep posting them. And making the rest of them! Maybe I'll make more from other games too. I really like playing around with words and graphics. So I don't care if no one else is invested, I'll be making them until I lose the excitement. It may or may not happen soon. I never know! When the excitement ends before the project (which happens all the time), all I have left is plain stubbornness to keep me going. But at that point it's not fun anymore, so let's hope I don't get to that point too early on.
That being said, the few times I planned and finished a series of works, I really liked the feeling of accomplishment that came with it. So I'd like to do another series again. I think the creativity is finally coming back, now that Spring is effectively here. The time will be changing for us next weekend, the days will get longer... You know, it's funny, for years I've preferred the winter time, the days starting earlier, I feel like I can get a lot more done, even though the days aren't too long. But I think I'm changing. I'm looking forward to longer days. I'm still not looking forward to the heat - and I don't think I ever will be - but I'm also not as ok with the cold as I used to be. The light, though. THE LIGHT! I need it. The birds singing! The... oh no. The wasps and the flies and the mosquitos and all the bugs. Ok, Nevermind, I do prefer the winter after all! *retreats back into the cave*
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