There was a huge storm last week, in the night between Tuesday and Wednesday. I've been without internet since. I'm pretty sure it's just the cable that supplies the connection from the post in the street to my house. But I can't fix it myself, so I have to wait for them to send someone. They should come tomorrow.
I say I've been without internet, but well, I have mobile data, so I can keep up with emails (I barely get any anyway) and I have Discord on my phone so I don't feel so disconnected from the world. And of course, I have a browser and can look something up if I need to, but I really really hate doing that on mobile.
I also have internet at the café when I come for my morning coffee. I always bring my laptop. So that's when I've been catching up.
And you know? I don't need much more. I haven't felt that bothered by the lack of internet on my PC. But I do want it back soon, please and thank you.
You might be thinking, well Raisca, I bet you've been doing a lot now that you can't be easily distracted, huh?
...No. Not really. It's been a pretty crappy week, to be honest. There was the storm, which seriously wrecked part of the country (my area was ok, though) so the morale in general has been low. And it keeps raining and raining. Also, that cool editing work I though was coming my way, fell through. On top of that I got sick. Nothing serious or lasting, but it all adds up, you know?
So overall, I haven't been having a great time. Mentally, at least. My mind feels numb. No energy. And no inspiration whatsoever.
Actually, it's not even about a lack of inspiration. I do have ideas and there are things I want to do. I just can't find the mental energy to do anything. And it sucks.
Sorry this week's post is so... meh. But it's all I have to offer at this time.
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