Raisca's Ramblings

I had a busy weekend. 

It was my kid's birthday this past week and he wanted to celebrate with his friends on Saturday, in separate from the celebration with our family friends, so he could give each group the proper attention.

So, starting Friday, I was busy grocery shopping for the weekend and stressing about it. 
Saturday I was busy writing a letter (started, didn't finish) and then I was busy being in bed with a headache and nausea instead of socializing a bit with my kid and his friends that came over and I haven't even met yet (still haven't!)
Sunday I was ok, thankfully, and busy helping my mom cook for the afternoon, and then the afternoon came and I was busy socializing with our family friends until 11PM.  

It was really nice, but I'm drained. Good thing today is a holiday and everyone can have a day to settle down and rest. 

Although to be honest, I'm quite in the mood to work, cause it feels like it's been forever. And being in my space creating is my happiest place.

I've been feeling completely disconnected from the passage of time. Anyone else, too?
I know today is December 1st, but I don't feel like it at all. I still feel like I'm at the end of September or start of October. And you know what? I will not be running to catch up. 

I wonder if this is what it would feel like to be an immortal. Time loses meaning, you just keep going, day by day, week by week. The years blend together, even the months too. But you feel in no hurry to catch up cause you have all the time in the world. Of course being immortal brings the advantage and disadvantage of never aging. Advantage, cause who doesn't want to be young forever, at peak physical condition and energy levels? I sure would! But then everyone else around you gets older and older and older and then it gets weird when you don't, and eventually you have to move, change your name and start over somewhere where. Sounds like a hassle. Then again, maybe you just get used to it.

In conclusion: considering my disconnection from time, I might have started becoming immortal!