I've been crocheting a lot more, but just can't find it in me to take pictures to show you.
Funny how that is. It's simple enough to grab my phone or my camera and take a photo. Or it should be. But then I start thinking that I need good lighting and a nice background, and at that point I give up on the idea cause my place is a mess and bleeeergh.
But yeah, been more in an analog mood than digital for a few months now.
I went to a workshop, met some people, joined a scrapbooking club. I want to go out more and socialize. Maybe even make my own workshop? I feel so inadequate for that though. Oof.
I don't have a method, I don't plan things out, I don't think about it much. I just do it, instinctively. How do you built a workshop around that? People expect some kind of guidance, I would imagine... So, that idea is still percolating. Or maybe I should just throw myself at the wolves. Comfort zones be damned and all that.
I'd also like to stream again. But I'm not there yet. At the moment there's A LOT of noise going on around my place. But I also can't decide on what to stream. My desk is (still) a mess, I'd have to tidy it up and set up the camera again and all that. I haven't found the will to do it yet.
Why is it so much harder for me to blog than it used to be years ago? I feel like I've lost my ability to write and communicate. It used to come easily, now it takes effort. And I know it's a muscle, you just need to use it consistently and it will get stronger. Consistency... there's another thing I keep getting worse and worse at. *sigh*
Ok, enough rambling, I need to figure out what I'm making for lunch. See ya later!
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